the past cold winter that seemed to last forever
nothing I could do but push myself, though I still donāt know anything
and it still regrets me, everything seems so hard
then here you are definitely still
stood up there for me, tell me that I did well
giving so much encourage that I myself donāt know I might need
while we both know I am pretty much lack in so much things
but you never have ever leave but stay
and touch me like the feeling of warm springs
the thought about all the hardest time suddenly faded away
and now, whilst thinking about the day weād spend together
although you wonāt see it but hope my love will reach you
I hope our feelings reach each other
2023, May 19th
affectionately yours